boring boring boring.

for the first time in my life im complaining about having nothing to do. usually im quite content sitting and staring into space and basically doing nothing. but at work, i will feel sleepy and sleeping is a big no no in the office, ESP if u are a temp. it will most probably get me fired...hahas. but then again, im blogging now so if anyone finds out, im doomed as well. at least im doing smth hahas.

anyway found something from my sec sch days last night. since im blogging from my phone i can upload e pic but yeah hahas upload it some other time. it was a totally ridiculous convo between me and xuan and sughan hahahas we even wrote a more ridiculous story at the back. i kept laughing when i see it coz it just brings back all e memories sitting in that island of five. what i wouldnt give to go back to those days haiz. :/

i think im a very sentimental person. i keep ALL e notes and messages and cards and handmade gofts my friends gave me, coz i treasure them more than material gifts. oh i may look materialistic and i dun deny i am, but i really love handwritten notes and things like that. they are so pretty really :) and i like to live in the past, where everything is all sunshine and rainbows with freaking unicorns prancing abt. i dun think ive changed as i grow up, more cunning and less naive maybe, but those around me have changed so much i only know the surface of them thats all. so i dun really know my friends and thats sad. really sad.

okay enough of the sad stuff. today started of horribly. i thought i never bring my earpiece(i found them later), which i cant live without. then i had to run to catch the bloody bus coz it reached early today. its like a freaking 500m and i havent ran in a long time and i was wearing flats! how the hell was i supposed to run?! haiz but im still proud to say despite having not run in a long time i was still pretty fast :D in fact i was the first to reach! hahas.

i was sweating like a pig, something that hasnt happen for a loooooong time LOL. but on e bus it was much better hahas. And my big boss actually came to sit the company trnasport with us today! gosh he have his own fancy car but still came to sit on e bus haha everyone was shocked :O and he chose a seat beside me! i cant sleep with ease lol later he scold me i die HAHAS. and here i am again, lounging in my chair with nothing to do haiz. i can stay awake if i munch on smth, but i must curb my snacking habit. i really cannot grow any fatter im not exaggerating. people

if u noe how to get rid of fats around the belly like love handles please please tell me :/ im damn depressed about my size.

i always get hyper when i reach home after work. last time, i unleashed my craziness in school so when i reach home im more or less sane hahas. but now im as quiet as a mouse in office and thus i have to release my madness when i rch home xD hahas.

having dinner with my grandparents today~ hope its good food then i can feast. :) ahhhhhhh no no no i must stop shovelling food into my mouth. mouth pls close and dun open so much!

okiedokie, shall end here. im waiting to go to lunch. i look forward to lunch time and going home the most at work :) it isnt that work isnt fun coz it is, its just i hate the blank periods of time where i have absolutely nothing to do.

alrighty sayonara! im hungry :(

LONELY!

alrighty im back hahahas. i always seem to be blogging whenever im at work lols. because there is nothing to do seriously. i wait and wait and wait and nothing comes in! ohwell. its part of what i hate and like about my job. and i think my job is pretty awesome. the company is a huge company globally and i think i learnt quite alot abt how the company purchase and sell stuff. it had better be useful in whatever occupation i end up in. :) plus, the people are nice generally. at the very least, i like going to work. hahas. im happy at work, not like some people who hate their jobs. although the plant itself is quite empty coz its a new building. :/ i do data entry and do purchase order, slaes order, quotation blah blah blah hahas. its a useful thing to put on my resume :)

best of all, i only need to apend money on food! theres company transport so i just walk from my house to bukit batok every morning to take and walk back after work! i get to slim down and save money at the same time! awesome isnt it? xD cant wait till i get my first pay, which is due day after tmr i think heh heh then i can go shopping! :) whee~

but the sad thing is, as the title suggest, im lonely at work :( ive nvr done anything without dar before so the feeling is kinda empty (not counting jc of course)... i missed seeing her frequently LOL esp since i saw her almost all the time last yr! hahas. and no one sms me or anything! :( even when im at home :( haiz. forever alone LOL.

been thinking about getting results lately. and for the first time, im actually terrified about my results. unlike Os, where i was pretty confident, this time is totally different. i have a nasty feeling abt failing it and not being accepted anywhr its quite nerve-wreaking, :/ i dun need them to be all As, thats asking too much considering how bad i did for prelims, but i dun want then to fall below C either :( life sucks. work is way better than school in this aspect.

well anyway, looking forward to the weekend! gonna attend the moe scholarship talk with yeeting then we are going shopping hahas. yay! then maybe i can finally get my bag hahas :D

so yupp, waiting for reply from other ppl to plan outings! or maybe just go out hahas, not much need to plan anything hahas. okay im done talking now!

hafta go back to work! maybe i will blog when i get home again! :) hahas. byeeeeeeeee~