well...after the horrendously vulgar post, i tink i feel much better than before. feels great to be able to relieve my feelings in the way that i like. i know that im very, errr, crude?, but at least i dont scold them to ur face right? i have double personalities. haha.

thought about things lately, and i think i have no more need to pine over him anymore. i mean, friendship is so much stronger than any relationship. and with that, can we go back to the time when we first met, and became tight friends as we go on to sec2? coz we've been drifting apart, and ignoring each other seems to be all that we do these days. and as you grow closer to her, at least include me in will ya? coz, the three of us were tight, and i want it to remain that way with me still in that triangle. and i dont want this friendship to end. and i hope, u still tell me everything instead of telling everything to her alone, to be like what u always did last time. i want us to be like before. please.